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16 June 2009 @ 12:04 am

I don't know why I abandoned Lj. I havent even been that busy. This past week of my life has been ridiculous. I got a 200 dollar speeding ticket on friday. I got pulled over on the way to my boyfriends house. Once I got to my boyfriends house (speeding ticket in hand) he broke up with me. Saturday I got fired from my job for some thing I said on Facebook. Sunday I got a letter from my college saying my withdrawls never went through so I got suspended from school for the fall semester.

However, my old manager from the Biddeford Ruby Tuesday called me and hired me back there. I love starting turf wars between store locations. I appealed my suspension and I am supposed to hear from them by the end of the week. I have no idea what I am going to do if I can't go to school this fall.

I am not looking foward to driving to Biddeford every day. My poor car is on its last leg and my inspection sticker is expired. I need like a grand worth of work done to it to get a new sticker. I planned on using my loans for school in the fall to fix it, but If I can't go to school I don't get my loans.

I have been so lethargic and depressed for a week. I hate it. It has rained non stop for 7 days.

It is supposed to be 70 and sunny tomorrow. If so I am going to go disc golfing. Who knows though. It was supposed to be 65 and partly cloudy today and it ended up being 50 and it rained like hell all day.
Current Mood: crappycrappy
Current Music: "Where does the good go?" Tegan and Sara
30 March 2009 @ 02:35 pm
So yet again it has been a while. I haven't even been that busy. I have no idea why I haven't been able to update more frequently.

I'm going to see Bruce Springsteen in Boston on April 22nd!! I'm sooo excited.

Let's see...oh I painted my room. It's called Liberty Blue. It's kind of a colonial darkish yet powdery blue. It's nice.

Ugh I don't even know what to talk about it has been so long. I have too many things I want to say  and can't organize my thoughts.

I'll have to try again later.
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: Higher Love - Steve Winwood
06 February 2009 @ 02:04 pm


So I haven't updated in like three weeks. Ever since I got back from Florida I have been CraZy busy.

The semester started the day I got back. My schedual got all messed up because my German prof decided to have German 102 at the most invonvenient time. So I ended up signing up for dumb classes I didn't even want to take. Then the day before classes started German 102 got dropped becuase not enough people signed up for it.


I then had to go back and drop all the classes I signed up for and pick new ones. Now I am in only 3 classes not 4.
I am taking :

Maine History
United States History since 1877
Intro to Thearter

My prof for my two history classes is the same, and he is actually my old french teacher's husband. I know him very well. I went on several French Club trips to Boston with him and he was always around the school. He used to teach history at my old high school way back in the day.

This semester is going to be soooo easy.

I am still sans a car. I just got my taxes and loans from school though and I have about 3000 to spend on a car. I am currently car shopping.

I got myself into a very strange situation with my manager. He didn't start at Ruby Tuesday as a manager. Waaay back in the day when him and I started he was a server. Him and I actually started on the same day. When he was just a waiter him and I were very good friends and hung out all the time. Right around the time he became a manager I trasfered to a different store. Since I was at a different Ruby Tuesday it didn't matter that we were friends. So we continued to hang out. Well I cam back from the other store a few months ago. Long story short we got drunk and handsy with eachother and ended up talking it out after, sober and he confessed he has always liked me and wants to date me.


but we can't really date because he is my manager. Him and I have been sneaking around for the past 3 weeks but it sucks because I cant tell anyone that I am hanging out with him becuase he is my manager. The whole thing is very messed up. People are not dumb either. I have already had like 5 people ask what is going on between us. It's so awkward at work now because we don't know how to act around eachother. People know we were friends before I left, but if we act friendly he thinks people will know what is going on. But if we ignore one another that makes it even more obvious.



Current Mood: weirdweird
Current Music: Untouched- The Veronicas
13 January 2009 @ 05:36 pm
Florida sucked ass
04 January 2009 @ 03:03 pm

however, her and i have to take the bus to Boston to catch our flight.
Our flight leaves Btown at 6am.
The first/earliest bus is at 1am.
we will get to btown around 230am

then we will have to chill at Logan airport for 3 hours before our plane takes off.

Current Mood: excitedexcited
02 January 2009 @ 09:40 pm
ugh. I found time to do a semi real update.

my new years eve was RIDICULOUS.
long story short I think I was slipped exctasy by some guy I work with and it is an experience
I never want to repeat.

I made out with my manager.
 Along with like 3 other people--including a girl.
what the fuck

who thinks it is okay to just give someone a hardcore drug with out letting them know?

I woke up on new years day still tripping balls.
I had to work a double. I kept making up and halucinating tables and guests that wernt really there.
I felt like vomiting everytime I moved.

However, I had a blast still...if that makes any sense.
Minus the awkward sexual tention between myself and my manager
I don't regret any of it.
Current Mood: naughtynaughty
Current Music: MCR
02 January 2009 @ 09:37 pm
Many people believe that what you do on New Year's Day sets the tone for your entire year. How did you spend the first day of 2009? Do you think it will influence the rest of the year?
if what i did on new years eve/the first day of the year sets the tone for the rest of the year
this is going to be on fucked up/ridiculous/amazing year
02 January 2009 @ 03:41 pm
working too much

not sleeping enough

no time for anything

I have to take a break from lj.

my life is so crazy bo diddly fo sho.

I don't have time to shower let alone update.


however, my new years was epic
6 days til Amy and I leave for FLORIDA!

I gave up on having my uncle fix my car. I went up to his shop in the cover of darkness to pick it up. When I pulled into my driveway and shut off my car it slowly started to be engulfed in smoke. Like hardcore amounts of smoke. Turns out my water pump pipe rusted out and caved.

Pretty much my car has a hole in it.

I think I am just going to take the inspection sticker off my Cavalier and stick it on Jelena's neon and drive that POS until I buy a new car in February.

It has no radio or heat. YAY
Current Mood: crankycranky
Current Music: Tool
28 December 2008 @ 12:13 am


So my five days of doubles extravaganza turned into a nine day double extravaganza...

.........*not even enough energy to die*

I had the worst day EVER.

I worked 12 hours with virtually no break. I don't think I stopped moving from 1030am until 1030pm.

I don't have a day off until Amy and I leave for Florida. The next nine days of my life are going to be 10 to 12 hour non stop work days.

I still don't have a car. I didn't get to stop and eat today until 8pm. I left my phone at Ruby Tuesday. I have one cigerette left. I am listening to Cher.I failed my math class for the semester.

 I hate focusing on just the bad shit that happend. I think the only really good thing that happend to me today is that I didn't get fired. I got my ass chewed out by our owner today. He owns all the Ruby Tuesdays in New England--and he is a prick.

oh, the cute bartender asked me on a date. That was good too.

oh, and Reny had her baby today.FINALLY. I feel like she has been pregnant for six years.

I started re-reading Hamlet. I forgot how much I fucking love that play.
I wish I had more time to have a life.

Current Mood: frustratedTAR AND FEATHER RUBY TUESDAY
Current Music: Cher